咳，好灰！

I was pretty naive to believe that treating people good will at least gain a good reputation to the people I was being good to. It worked with Fai's mom. I wanted to be nice to her because I believed I should, first receive good reputation so she'll like me too, second she was my bf's mom so I should show some respect to her.

Unfortunately, I was too naive to think that I could do the same thing to Aaron's parents... All they gave me back was an encouragement to Aaron to have multiple girlfriends. Infact, I was not really angry or anything similar to that because I knew Aaron will not do that to me. Afterall, the way I've always lived is to do things that I think it's the best for my boyfriend, if I was to receive a betrayal in return, there's nothing I can do about it. Instead of being angry, I was instead very 無奈... 無奈 because I can't think of anything that I did wrong and misappropriate to both the parents or Aaron... I tried baking cookies and being nice so at least, they won't dislike me, but in return, they think I'm not good enough for their son that he should have more CHOICES.

Back then, when I was with Fai. Indeed, Fai's mom liked me a lot. She bought me things when she came back from a trip to LA with Fai. I remembered it very well. She bought this Tommy Hilfiger bag that both Fai and I thought it was very 老套, but I've at least used it once because I want her to know that I appreciate that... It's not like I want a present in return, but all I want is just appreciation.

Other than 無奈, I was pretty disappointed too... Because trying to be nice to them, I'll receive 無情的對待...不過我又可以點。。。你大方不等於其他人要接受！！不過我唔做d你不仁我不儀0既嘢，因為Aaron會好難做。攝o係中好辛苦嫁。。。 咳！~ 如果許o地得我真係唔好，咁希望有個好d0既女仔快d出來啦吓。。。不過真係要睇吓有無咁多女仔頂得顺許兩老。。。唔該尊重吓人同埋理吓人0既感受啊。